Thursday, July 1, 2010

work sucks

I'm grateful for my job -- really, I am, but I'm sooooo bored with it right now. I find it very difficult to concentrate on the meager work that I'm able to cut out for myself. It's just not that stimulating or challenging. I'm wasting away here. There are days (like today) where I look at the clock every 5 minutes and will it to move faster. I can't wait for the day to end. Wiling away the hours is further complicated by my straying thoughts -- my bf -- how much I miss him and long to be with him. I really need more to occupy my mind. I keep searching the job listings, looking for a new opportunity that could re-stimulate my career. I have to be realistic, of course. Two kids in college to support keeps me grounded in reality. I also have to look at long term potential. It would be great to relocate to the Northshore, but the timing would be delicate, wouldn't it? Ah well, I'll endure.