so emotional...

I'm so emotional lately. I feel so scattered... one of the many things bouncing around in my mind is that summer is ahead and I have nothing to look forward to. The only sure plan is the college trip to Tennessee in August. Instead of fun, my calendar is filling up with duties. I feel like I'm getting swallowed up into nothingness -- more and more dull by the moment.

Mary L. related her dating disasters to me last night which served to make me feel even more hopeless about future relationships. Are all men such dastardly dogs?

I'm beginning to conjure up some solo adventure for myself. Where could I go? What could I do? Get me out of my life for a couple of days? Certainly deserves some further thought and investigation...